what a bullshit LOVE..

haaayy... its been 38 days since I give my full pledge of love to the person whom I think will fulfill the love that thirst me for the past months that binds me...

Let me start this post by saying..

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"one important thing that makes me feel that the person loves me is by the time and appreciation that they'll give"

for the seventh time.. I was hurt... I was hurt.. I was hurt.. I was hurt.. I was hurt.. I was hurt.. and definitely I was hurt..

but I know.. everything happens for a reason.. I learned lessons from those breakups..

some of this lessons were..

** do not give all your love unless your lover gives all of it..

** give time for yourself..

** don't put your full happiness towards him/her..

** put your expectations in a normal level...(high expectations definitely hurts you)..

** insecurities can kill you..

** and most of all your friends are always their to support you..

anyways..love is a bullshit..

"mahirap magmahal ng tapat sa taong hindi mo alam kung mahal ka"

I don't know but I think my view in love changes. It's not the typical love that I usually know and basically ,maybe,, I will love a person if they can first show me a strong proof that they really love me..

haayy.. ewan ko ba.. lagi nalang akong sawi sa pagmamahal na kailangan ko sa isang tao..

maghihintay nanaman ba ako? pagod nako magmahal..sana sa susunod makahanap ako ng taong magpapakita sa akin na talagang mahal niya ako at hindi pinararamdam sa akin na pinakikisamahan lang ako..

maraming salamat sa iyo..

To my dearest ever partner..happy monthsary! I love you so much! I am so thankful that you came to my life...

" not just to love me but also to complete me as a person"

I am so thankful that we reach this far even though it is a so called "baby relationship" and as far as I am concerned I will take chances that we will stay together 'till the sunset of time..

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You know what? that this day is very memorable to me...that this day is the day of a new beginning...a day that will start on the scene where the sunshines..I love you dearly and as a matter of fact, this relationship exist because of the love that we both give to each other...like the song goes..

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"love will keep us alive"

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sigh.. a day is not complete for us and to tell you honestly I am not satisfied with just a day that we have the chance to feel each other..but I understand..we both have our own commitments and endeavors..but surely if there is probability that a day of two is available, i'll grab that oppurtunity..no ifs and buts!

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lastly, I just want to say that whatever happens I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH INDEED! I am proud that you are my absolute yet flamboyant partner...

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axawa ko!! you are not just my wife este partner I mean haha..

kidding aside..You are not my number no. 1! but definitely...

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"you are my only one"

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Happy monthsary lix! may our love shed a resplendent happenings!!

09-14-08

awwoooooooooooo===awwooooooooooooo

ft.

winter=====winter=====winter

finals na!!!!

awwoooooo!!!!

starting tomorrow FINALS is on my way..

ampness...

bakit ganon?

hahaha syempre ganon tlga otep!!!!

puno ng paghihirap ngayong linggo pero alam ko na kaya ko ito! kaya kong maabot ang aking minimithing pangarap na matapos ang linggo na ito basta't matatapos ko iyon ng maayos..

kailangan ko na maghanda sa giyera na papasukin ko!!!

hahaha!!!

syempre kung pupunta ka ng gyera...kailangan ng bala para manalo..

kailangan ko manalo!! dahil para ito sa aking hinaharap..

ahem... i mean future ah.. hindi hinaharap ko talaga (hahaha)

naku...

kinkabahan ako hahaha mag-aaral na ako..

dapat mapaghandaan ko ng mabuti ang bawat exam na ilalatag sa akin..

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MONDAY

PSED 4

TAXATION

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TUESDAY

PHILOSOPHY

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WEDNESDAY

EDUCATIONAL TECHNOLOGY

PSYCHOLOGY

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THURSDAY

FILIPINO

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FRIDAY

PSED 3

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KAYA KO ITO!!

KAYANG KAYA!!!

KAYANG KAYANG KAYA!

hahahaha...

MY AbC.....

LETTER 'A'

1. Are you Available?
* NOPE!!! im in a relationship...

2. What is your Age?
* 18

LETTER 'B'

4. Do you live in a Big house?
* nope

5. When is your Birthday?

*may 12

THE LETTER 'C'

6. What's your favorite Chocolate?
*CADBURRY

THE LETTER 'D'

7. Do you Daydream?

*sometimes

8. What's your favorite kind of Dog?

*shuitsu

9. What Day of the week is it?

*thursday


THE LETTER 'E'

10. Have you ever been in the Emergency

*pag deadline na

11. Did you have a crush that starts w/
letter M?

*yup! haha

THE LETTER 'F'

12. Favorite Flower?

*Ponsetia

THE LETTER 'G'

13. Do you chew Gum?

*of course

14. Are you a Giver or a taker?

*both

THE LETTER 'H'

15. What's your Height?

*5'6

16. What color is your Hair?

*chestnut brown black

THE LETTER 'I'

17. What's your favorite flavor of Ice cream?

*Vanilla/rocky road

18. Have you ever Ice skated?

*nope... :(

19. Do you play an Instrument?

*hahaha nope...

THE LETTER 'J'

20. Have you ever heard a really hilarious Joke?

*yup

21. Do you wear Jewelry?

*NOPE!!

THE LETTER 'K'

22. Do you want Kids?

*DEFINITELY!!

23. Where did you have Kindergarten?

I forgot huhu

THE LETTER 'L'

24. Have you ever Lied to your parents?

*opo!!

THE LETTER 'M'

25. Last Movie you watched?

*the gravedancers

26. Do you still watch disney Movies?

*yup!!!

27. Do you like Mangoes?

*100%

THE LETTER 'N'

28. Do you have a Nickname?

*mec mec

29. What's your favorite number?

*12

30. Do you prefer Night over day?

*night

THE LETTER 'O'

31. Whats your One wish?

*peaceful life

THE LETTER 'P'

32. What is one fear you are most paranoid about?

*DEATH!

THE LETTER 'Q'

33. Are you Quick (to) judge people?

*NOPE

THE LETTER 'R'

34. Do you watch Reality tv?

*YUPYUP

THE LETTER 'S'

35. Do you prefer sun or rain?

*SUN

36. Do you like Snow?

*IT DEPENDS

THE LETTER 'T'

37. What Time is it?

*IT'S ALREADY 4:10 PM

38. What time did you wake up?

*8:00 AM

THE LETTER 'V'

39. Whats the worst veggie?

*OKRA...HAHAHA

40. Where do you want to go on Vacation?

*PUERTO..BORA..BAGUIO..TAGAYTAY..PAGUDPOD HAHA

THE LETTER 'W'

41. Will you go back to the past?

*OO NMAN! i like it!

THE LETTER 'X'


43. Do you own a xylophone?

*nope

THE LETTER 'Y'

44. Do you like the color yellow?

*opo!!! GO uste!!!

THE LETTER 'Z'

45. Whats your Zodiac sign?

* TAURUS