deal or no deal!!!

hahahaha what a nice experience.. this experience will gonna be remembered forever..
imagine out of 500-600 contestants, i made to the top 15..
i'm so blessed...



haaay...
ang hirap din ng pinagdaan ko dun ahh..

let me tell you the story..

september 15 sobrang bored ako dito sa bahay and i decided to visit the site of kapamilya deal or no deal which i'm only planning to play their online game..

fortunately nakita ko yung "how to become a contestant" at nagtext ako..

wala naman mangyayari sa akin kung magtetext ako diba..

and then after a week nagtext nga sa kin at sinabing nabunot daw ako ng raffle..
haha akala ko loko lang..

pumunta ko ng sept 24 sa abs at nakita ko..
sobrang haba ng pila..ang dami pala naming nabunot haha

nawalan na kagad ako ng pag-asa pero tinuloy ko pa rin..
at ayun nag psychological test kami..
ang daming natanggal..
pangalawang psychological test..
dami nanaman natanggal at 40 na lang kami natira..

interview na at pumasa ako..

yey!
hahaha

pinabalik ako ng sept. 25
para sa mock game... kasama pa rin ito sa test kung talagang alam ko ang game..




tatawagan nalang daw ako..

last week ng october ng tumawag sa akin..
maglalaro na daw ako...
kaya mag vtr nako..


dumaan ang isang bwan
at sinabing maglalaro na daw ako..

dec. 8 yun..
hahaha

ansaya ng game..
nakita ko si kris at nakausap..

pag cut ang mga scenes eh nagkwekwentuhan kami..

10 nga pla ang pinili kong briefcase kasi monthsary namin ng asawa ko yun hahaha

first round..
dalawang 1 milyon kagad haha

2nd round
1 milyon

3rd round
1 milyon

4th round
5 php

5th round
yung huling 1 milyon..

hahaha

nawalan na ako ng pag asa kaya't sabi ko

eenjoy ko nalang ang game..
pumunta akong wala kaya uuwi akong wala..

hahaha..

ayun hanggang sa pinalabas na siya kahapon (dec.23) maganda ng pamasko yun para sa akin
hahaha

haist..
grabe..

this is the best experience para sa kin..

:)

happy monthsary!!!

Haaayy... what a pleasant day...sarap ng gising ko...
maybe dahil monthsary namin ng asawa ko hihi..
pagkagising ko text ko kagad siya..


"HAPI MANTSARI LAB!! I LABYU!"

HAHA.. tulog pa ata ang loko..

bigla kong nakita si JONUEL yung stuff toy na binigay niya sa akin..
Inakap at hinalikan..

looking forward for the day talaga ko..

maghapon test ginawa namin ngayon sa school pero nag aral ako para sa asawa ko
hehehe....

after nun praktis sa pageant naman..
grabe..

alas 7 na!!

paano pa kami magkikita ng asawa ko!!!
huhu

umalis ako ng UST
trapik!
wala fx!
kaya nag jip ako!!!
ang usok!!

huhu!!

bitbit ko ang regalo ko sa kanya..
hihi..

when I got to Trinoma..
nakita ko siya nakaupo sa foodcourt..

batian muna at kumaen na..
binigay ko ang gift ko sa kanya at sinabi ko na mahal na mahal ko siya..
sobrang saya ko when I felt na mahal niya talaga ko..

pumunta kami ng TIMEZONE..
naglaro ng basketball,time crisis,doll machine
at siyempre nag videoke kami hahaha!!
kumanta ako ng
hey jude, come together, temple of the king, at irreplaceable
siya naman ay your love, 214, nakalimutan ko nayung dalawa lol!!
nagkulitan pa kami sa loob hahah!!!

haist,,
ang pinakamasaya doon
nang umuwi kami..

binigyan niya ako ng gold ring at sabay sakay siya sa fx
and definitely, i'm so touch!

grabe!!!
ramdam ko talaga pagmamahal niya.
siya lang ang gumawa sa akin ng ganito kaya
hindi na kita papakawalan...

HAPI MANTSARI MAHAL!!
MAGTATAGAL TAYO TANDAAN MO YAN!!!

I LOVE YOU!!

mwah mwah mwah

..what a relief....

last week was a hell week 4 me!!! dami gastos at pagod na nilaan para sa pageant...
buti nalang at naidaos ang pageant ng maayos and i can say na successful ito..
hahaha I can't believe na ako ang representative ng E.E.S ng EDUC...
masaya...na
excited...

and you know what..
sobrang relief ang narmdaman ko this week because my partner was there in the pageant watching over me and smiling back at me..

i got my confindence sa kanya...
i'm so happy that nadiyan sa lagi tbi at hindi ako pinapabayaan..

sana hindi siya magbago at hindi niya ako iwan at lokohin..
mahal na mahal ko talaga siya..
at alam ko na mahal din niya ko..

when i'm tired..
siya lagi ang nagpapasaya at ngpapawala ng pagod ko..

i'm so proud to be the partner niya kaya wala na akong hihilingin pa..

THANK YOU SOBRA..
MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA AT HINDI KITA IIWAN...

-11-10-08-

what a HAPPY day!! :)

I'm so happy today!! I'm with my partner for the whole day..

grabe I didn't expect that he would do that for me!

he didn't went to work just to stay with me and especially to feel me that

serious relationship is what we want..

magkita kami sa megamall...

12:30pm ng nagaantay ako sa kanya...

then nagtext siya para sabihin na nandun na siya..

I'm enlightened ng nakita ko siya..

napawi pagod ko at sarap ang nadarama ko..

sarap ng pagmamahal na talagang pinakikita niya..

noon, when we met each other..

i knew that we were not serious with each other..

akala ko ganun din ngayon..

pero iba na talaga..

seryoso na kami sa isa't-isa..

kumain kami sa mcdo..

sobrang sweet niya at talagang mararamdaman mo..

na inaalagaan ka niya..

after that eh nanuod kami ng sine..

CITY OF AMBER..

HAHA

masarap talaga ang feeling na nararamdaman mo...

na nagmamahalan kayo..

hindi ung feeling na ikaw lang nagmamahal para sa kanya..

nararamdaman ko na ito na talaga yung relasyon

na hinahanap ko..

yung masasabi mo na proud ka kasi nagmamahalan kayong dalawa

and in fact, mas mamahalin ko pa siya lalo dahil sa mga pinapakita niya..

Oi lab!! mahal na mahal kita!! mas lalo pa kitang minamahal..

huwag mo nang isipin ang mga nakaraan ko..

mahal kita at alam ko na mahal mo talaga ako..

walang magbabago ha..

i love you!!

another decision that I WILL MAKE

I am very happy!!! Yes! it's true!

Hopefully...this will be my true realationship that I always requesting to God. I know that it is very early that I come up with this decision but I assure myself already that this will be my last relationship that I will enter...

hmmm..why will I come up with this decision? siguro nakita ko sa kanya yung mga hinahanap ko sa isang relationship...nakita ko sa kanya yung tiyaga na hinahanap ko, oras na nilalalaan sa akin and most of all the appreciation that I always look into in my partner..

you know what.. I think that this relationship will work as long as the communication aspect is there..

ika nga

" lahat ng bagay sa mundo pinaglalaanan ng oras"

since day 1..nandyan siya sa akin...every minute, every hour, nakabantay at inaalalayan ako sa pagkabigong natamo ko..always telling me to be fine in all views that I look into..

then it came the time na magkasama kami sa P1 (october 27).. sumama siya sa akin para damayan ako.. kahit na may mga taong nagyayaya sa kanya na sumama sa kanikanilang gimik.. I was touched with that moment..siyempre makikita mo sa kanya yung effort na damayan ka no matter what..sa kanya binuhos yung sama ng loob ko.. sa kanya ko sinabi lahat lahat ng mga sakit na dinadala ko.. we kissed and hugged each other.. parang nawala yung sakit na dinadala ko kahit sa isang gabi lang..

after that night...nandyan parin siya sa tabi ko at inaalalayan ako..what a feeling!.. inamin na niya sa akin na gusto niya ako and sinabi ko na hindi pa ako handa para sa ganung sitwasyon at para umibig ulit sapagkat kakagaling ko lang sa isang unsuccessful relationship..and I can't imagine na nagreply siya at sinabing..

" I love you.. maghihintay ako sa iyo..take your time..lagi mo isipin na nandidito lang ako sa tabi mo"

sobrang kilig naramdaman ko..pero siyempre nandun parin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko..dumaan ang 2 linggo at sinuyo niya ako ng sinuyo..and it come up with a conclusion..that person helped me to cope up and I already fall in love with that person..

sana yung desisyon ko ngayon hindi na mali.. pero nararamdaman ko na tama na talaga after neto at nararamdaman ko na mahal niya talaga ako...

and to sum it all...I AM DEFINITELY HAPPY WITH THAT ANOTHER DECISION THAT I WILL MAKE!

what a bullshit LOVE..

haaayy... its been 38 days since I give my full pledge of love to the person whom I think will fulfill the love that thirst me for the past months that binds me...

Let me start this post by saying..

..

"one important thing that makes me feel that the person loves me is by the time and appreciation that they'll give"

for the seventh time.. I was hurt... I was hurt.. I was hurt.. I was hurt.. I was hurt.. I was hurt.. and definitely I was hurt..

but I know.. everything happens for a reason.. I learned lessons from those breakups..

some of this lessons were..

** do not give all your love unless your lover gives all of it..

** give time for yourself..

** don't put your full happiness towards him/her..

** put your expectations in a normal level...(high expectations definitely hurts you)..

** insecurities can kill you..

** and most of all your friends are always their to support you..

anyways..love is a bullshit..

"mahirap magmahal ng tapat sa taong hindi mo alam kung mahal ka"

I don't know but I think my view in love changes. It's not the typical love that I usually know and basically ,maybe,, I will love a person if they can first show me a strong proof that they really love me..

haayy.. ewan ko ba.. lagi nalang akong sawi sa pagmamahal na kailangan ko sa isang tao..

maghihintay nanaman ba ako? pagod nako magmahal..sana sa susunod makahanap ako ng taong magpapakita sa akin na talagang mahal niya ako at hindi pinararamdam sa akin na pinakikisamahan lang ako..

maraming salamat sa iyo..

To my dearest ever partner..happy monthsary! I love you so much! I am so thankful that you came to my life...

" not just to love me but also to complete me as a person"

I am so thankful that we reach this far even though it is a so called "baby relationship" and as far as I am concerned I will take chances that we will stay together 'till the sunset of time..

...

You know what? that this day is very memorable to me...that this day is the day of a new beginning...a day that will start on the scene where the sunshines..I love you dearly and as a matter of fact, this relationship exist because of the love that we both give to each other...like the song goes..

...

"love will keep us alive"

..

sigh.. a day is not complete for us and to tell you honestly I am not satisfied with just a day that we have the chance to feel each other..but I understand..we both have our own commitments and endeavors..but surely if there is probability that a day of two is available, i'll grab that oppurtunity..no ifs and buts!

..

lastly, I just want to say that whatever happens I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH INDEED! I am proud that you are my absolute yet flamboyant partner...

..

axawa ko!! you are not just my wife este partner I mean haha..

kidding aside..You are not my number no. 1! but definitely...

..

"you are my only one"

..

Happy monthsary lix! may our love shed a resplendent happenings!!

09-14-08

awwoooooooooooo===awwooooooooooooo

ft.

winter=====winter=====winter

finals na!!!!

awwoooooo!!!!

starting tomorrow FINALS is on my way..

ampness...

bakit ganon?

hahaha syempre ganon tlga otep!!!!

puno ng paghihirap ngayong linggo pero alam ko na kaya ko ito! kaya kong maabot ang aking minimithing pangarap na matapos ang linggo na ito basta't matatapos ko iyon ng maayos..

kailangan ko na maghanda sa giyera na papasukin ko!!!

hahaha!!!

syempre kung pupunta ka ng gyera...kailangan ng bala para manalo..

kailangan ko manalo!! dahil para ito sa aking hinaharap..

ahem... i mean future ah.. hindi hinaharap ko talaga (hahaha)

naku...

kinkabahan ako hahaha mag-aaral na ako..

dapat mapaghandaan ko ng mabuti ang bawat exam na ilalatag sa akin..

..

MONDAY

PSED 4

TAXATION

..

TUESDAY

PHILOSOPHY

..

WEDNESDAY

EDUCATIONAL TECHNOLOGY

PSYCHOLOGY

..

THURSDAY

FILIPINO

..

FRIDAY

PSED 3

..

KAYA KO ITO!!

KAYANG KAYA!!!

KAYANG KAYANG KAYA!

hahahaha...

MY AbC.....

LETTER 'A'

1. Are you Available?
* NOPE!!! im in a relationship...

2. What is your Age?
* 18

LETTER 'B'

4. Do you live in a Big house?
* nope

5. When is your Birthday?

*may 12

THE LETTER 'C'

6. What's your favorite Chocolate?
*CADBURRY

THE LETTER 'D'

7. Do you Daydream?

*sometimes

8. What's your favorite kind of Dog?

*shuitsu

9. What Day of the week is it?

*thursday


THE LETTER 'E'

10. Have you ever been in the Emergency

*pag deadline na

11. Did you have a crush that starts w/
letter M?

*yup! haha

THE LETTER 'F'

12. Favorite Flower?

*Ponsetia

THE LETTER 'G'

13. Do you chew Gum?

*of course

14. Are you a Giver or a taker?

*both

THE LETTER 'H'

15. What's your Height?

*5'6

16. What color is your Hair?

*chestnut brown black

THE LETTER 'I'

17. What's your favorite flavor of Ice cream?

*Vanilla/rocky road

18. Have you ever Ice skated?

*nope... :(

19. Do you play an Instrument?

*hahaha nope...

THE LETTER 'J'

20. Have you ever heard a really hilarious Joke?

*yup

21. Do you wear Jewelry?

*NOPE!!

THE LETTER 'K'

22. Do you want Kids?

*DEFINITELY!!

23. Where did you have Kindergarten?

I forgot huhu

THE LETTER 'L'

24. Have you ever Lied to your parents?

*opo!!

THE LETTER 'M'

25. Last Movie you watched?

*the gravedancers

26. Do you still watch disney Movies?

*yup!!!

27. Do you like Mangoes?

*100%

THE LETTER 'N'

28. Do you have a Nickname?

*mec mec

29. What's your favorite number?

*12

30. Do you prefer Night over day?

*night

THE LETTER 'O'

31. Whats your One wish?

*peaceful life

THE LETTER 'P'

32. What is one fear you are most paranoid about?

*DEATH!

THE LETTER 'Q'

33. Are you Quick (to) judge people?

*NOPE

THE LETTER 'R'

34. Do you watch Reality tv?

*YUPYUP

THE LETTER 'S'

35. Do you prefer sun or rain?

*SUN

36. Do you like Snow?

*IT DEPENDS

THE LETTER 'T'

37. What Time is it?

*IT'S ALREADY 4:10 PM

38. What time did you wake up?

*8:00 AM

THE LETTER 'V'

39. Whats the worst veggie?

*OKRA...HAHAHA

40. Where do you want to go on Vacation?

*PUERTO..BORA..BAGUIO..TAGAYTAY..PAGUDPOD HAHA

THE LETTER 'W'

41. Will you go back to the past?

*OO NMAN! i like it!

THE LETTER 'X'


43. Do you own a xylophone?

*nope

THE LETTER 'Y'

44. Do you like the color yellow?

*opo!!! GO uste!!!

THE LETTER 'Z'

45. Whats your Zodiac sign?

* TAURUS

OCTOBER NA!!!!

October month na!!!

another month that is full of emotions!!! another month of celebrations and another life that must go on!!

Opal is the birth stone of this month..

Opals are usually opaque white stones with rainbow color specks or flashes that play over the surface. They can be found in breathtaking form!
Opals are thought to possess the virtues of all the stones whose colors appear there. The Roman senator Nonius chose exile rather than surrendering an Opal to Mark Antony. Opal can be readily found, look for a stone with a lot of play-of-color to ensure showoffability.

october is month is a easy and hard month for me..

EASY? yes..october month is sembreak month!!yes!! in can do whatever i want! i can sleep on the time that i wanted to.

HARD? yes..october month is our finals month!! heartbreaking scores can break the excitement that flows to my nerves..

we are now entering the OCTOBER MONTH.. im so excited and looking forward to the day of this month that will lead me and my partner to our very first MONTHSARY!!! WHeW! I will make sure that OCTOBER 14 will be a very memorable day for me..swear!

sigh..anu kayang mangyayari ngayong oktubre?

hopefully I can end this month with a big smile in my face!!

DEAL OR NO DEAL?

amfufu.....

OMG..

HOPEFULLY eh matawagan na ako sa deal or no deal..

ayaw ko ng feeling ng sa bawat araw e kinakabahan ako at excited sa mga mangyayari..amfufu talaga...

i feel nervous everytime that I think what will happen in the game..if I can get some cold cash...if the people will be happy about the decision that I will make and if God will give me the grace that I am longing for..

What's new? maybe all the contestants that was set in the gameshow thought what I think..felt what I feel and saw what i will see...same as the old game shows that was aired for the past years..but the only difference of this game show is that you take chances for your luck...RISK is a great factor in this gameshow...so I should not expect big to winn big money but there is a chance to win...I HOPE SO...

at sana e makakuha ako ng medyo malaki laki para naman may panghoneymoon kami ng asawa ko...haist..can't wait for the moment na magkasama kami sa iisang bubong at iniisip lamang ang isa't-isa..

siguro 14 na talaga ang pipiliin kong case pag nagkataon at iaalay ko ang laro para sa aking asawa...hehehe ganyan ko kamahal ang asawa ko..

basta pag naglaro nako sa deal or no deal...ilalaban ko na sa huli..... hindi ako susuko....hindi ako makikinig sa mga sinasabi ng ibang tao at lalong hindo ako magpapatalo sa kabang mararamdaman ko...parang sa relasyon ko ngayon...hindi ko ito isusuko hanggang sa huli..magkamatayan na..

IS IT A DEAL OR NO DEAL?!

what a tiring day...sigh..

puro quizzes knina!

napagod utak ko dun ah!!!

WAAAHHH!!!

7-12 class

tapos 1-3 pe naman.

...

being a student is a very easy and hard stage of my life..
easy because as an individual..we are not yet exposed to difficult tasks like adults do..we do have social life to accompany on and of course the "baon" that mama gives everyday in a easy way..

hard because assignments quizzes seatworks homeworks prelims finals pre test post test projects thesis are blocked on our way and it is for us to conquer and to establish a good way to enter those blocks to enter the world of real life!!

17 years that we are being exposed to works,,i mean school works..is enough to render a good life!!

for me..
education is the highest thing that I can really achieve..

hindi dapat ako mapagod!!

kaya ko to!!

2 years nalang!!

awoooo!!

IN THE beginning

Hey guys! Just wanted to have my own blog and I just want to express and share my thoughts here...I think that this is a cool place to share thoughts and have fun... This will be my very first blog that I'll make especially that it is time for me to do so..

Many things and chances happened to my life but those chances and mistakes made me a strong person and gave me a hope to live as a good son of god...

I don't care what people say about me as long as I am right and I don't step on any person's rights...but mind you...if they keep on grudging my personality I'll make sure that they will hide under their mama's shirt..shame on them!! hahahaha

Right now, I'm happy with what's happening to my life especially that all positive aspects enter my hands....My only hope is that the person that I really love do not make a mistake that can degrade and destroy our beautiful relationship....I think that person will not do it as long as I know my obligations and responsibilities towards our relationships....

basta basta...ako ay masya tapos..hahaha I love you F.P.G!! at mahal ko kayong lahat!